Entry tags:
happy birthday kelly!! (mix: if only i could be alone)
Title: If Only I Could Be Alone
Fandom/Subject: Constance Wood
Spoilers/Warnings: None.
Notes: Happy Birthday Kelly!! I hope you have an amazing day!

I made a spotify just for you! Listen here.
1. Red Red Red - Fiona Apple
I don't understand about complementary colors / And what they say / Side by side they both get bright / Together, they both get gray
But it's dangerous work / Trying to get to you, too / And I think if I didn't have to kill / Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill myself doing it / Maybe I wouldn't think so much of you
2. Nobody - Mitski
My God, I'm so lonely / So I open the window / To hear sounds of people / To hear sounds of people
And I don't want your pity / I just want somebody near me / Guess I'm a coward / I just want to feel alright
3. Girl - Donna Missal
Girl, you got me all fucked up / I’m in my feelings / Oh girl, I had enough, just stop / I hate it how I fold up like a flower / When you talk to me so tough / I’m keeping my back upon the wall / All night, I grow tired
4. Paprika - Japanese Breakfast
How's it feel to be at the center of magic / To linger in tones and words? / I opened the floodgates and found / No water, no current, no river, no rush / How’s it feel to stand at the height of your powers / To captivate every heart? / Projecting your visions to strangers / Who feel it, who listen to linger on every word
5. Spotlight - Jessie Ware
If only I could let you go, if only I could be alone / I just wanna stay in moonlight, this is our time in the spotlight / If only I could let you go, if only I could be alone / I just wanna stay in moonlight, this our time in the spotlight (Why?)
6. hostage - Billie Eilish
I wanna be alone / Alone with you, does that make sense? / I wanna steal your soul / And hide you in my treasure chest / I don't know what to do / To do with your kiss on my neck / I don't know what feels true / But this feels right, so stay a sec
7. ICU - Phoebe Bridgers
Laying down on the lawn / I’m tired of trying to get in the house / I’m thinking out loud / I’ve been playing dead / My whole life / And I get this feeling whenever I feel good / It’ll be the last time
8. River Lea - Adele
Oh, it's in my roots, in my veins / In my blood and I stain every heart that I use to heal the pain
9. Don’t Kill My Vibe - Sigrid
You shut me down, you like the control / You speak to me like I'm a child / Try to hold it down, I know the answer / I can shake it off and you feel threatened by me / I tried to play it nice but / Oh-oh-oh, ooh, ooh / Don’t kill my vibe / Oh-oh-oh, ooh, ooh / Don’t break my stride
10. I’ll Be Back Someday - Tegan and Sara
"To the end, my friend," oh, what a lie / Oh, what a lie / If I could pretend, if I could lie / If I could lie / But I can't say / No, I can't stay / I run, run, run, run, run away / Get, get, get, get, get away / I run, run, run, run, run away / Get, get, get, get, get away / But I'll be back someday / I’ll be back someday